*Twinkle, twinkle little star how I wonder where you are.

Up above the stars so bright, like a diamond in the sky

Twinkle, twinkle little star, how I wonder where you are.*

I wish my niece would eat meat. It's driving me nuts.

I wish that I had my own place so I wouldnt have to worry about those who dont like my music.

I wish I had a job.

Um. Yup. So emo.

The sun slowly dies down to a crimson ember, bringing the endless night with it.
She stands on the edge of the cliff, hands restless in her pockets.
Winds like hounds after blood whips around her, stinging her face.
The ocean in front of her stretching for miles, the silent and deadly grace sending chills up her spine.
Standing there for what seems like hours, fixated only on the flow and ebb of the crashing waves beneath her feet.
Tears flow down her face, cold like shards of ice sliding from her eyes.
She gazes out at the unmoving sea and whispers to herself
"I dont know what I'm doing. I dont know where I went wrong.."
Seems no matter what she does she get's farther and farther from where she's needed.
Screaming only on the inside they only see what she wants them to see.
But sometimes she slips and they can see the torment in her eyes.
She trys so hard to please others, she forgets herself and ends up ignoring her dreams.
Her days spent bowing down to others, always agreeing no matter what's said.
Masking her fears in a facade of cheer, she moves through life numb.
Hiding behind her music she feels safe, she guards her heart from the cold and prying eyes.

I thought I had it figured out, things seemed so clear.
It all seemed to fit, but I was wrong.
My world was shattered in the blink of an eye, the utterance of those simple words.
I thought I was living but seems trying my best doesnt cover it.
Call the medicine man, I think I'm going crazy by my own hand.
Tipping my world on it's axis, everything seems upside down.
I'm walking alone, every step seems to take me farther than before.
Darkness covers me, my tears go unshed.