So far away.

What I wouldnt give, just to have you there again.
I know, that I'm not the same person.
Distracted, tears falling within my heart.
Taken my friendships for granted, I know that I cant take back those silent days.
What I wouldnt give to see you again, to hear the laughter in your voice.
But those days are over, I regret my mistakes that I've made.
Can I say I'm sorry?
Days go by now, the hourglass spilling it's sand bit by bit.
Was I just too far away?
All those times you tried, when you needed me most but I just turned my back.
I know, I took it for granted. I thought things would always stay the same.
Walking out on familiar faces, searching for some answers.
I know I said I'd be there, but I guess I lied.
Can I say I'm sorry?
Was I too guarded, or just too far away?