What I wouldnt give, just to have you there again.
I know, that I'm not the same person.
Distracted, tears falling within my heart.
Taken my friendships for granted, I know that I cant take back those silent days.
What I wouldnt give to see you again, to hear the laughter in your voice.
But those days are over, I regret my mistakes that I've made.
Can I say I'm sorry?
Days go by now, the hourglass spilling it's sand bit by bit.
Was I just too far away?
All those times you tried, when you needed me most but I just turned my back.
I know, I took it for granted. I thought things would always stay the same.
Walking out on familiar faces, searching for some answers.
I know I said I'd be there, but I guess I lied.
Can I say I'm sorry?
Was I too guarded, or just too far away?
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These are the lamentations of a less than perfect human, with an open mind and an open heart.
1 comment:
I know that it all made you sad, but remember that you both will learn and grow from this. After all, you have to take it all in context. There's a huge age and maturity gap here. Things that you know and understand are not the things that are known and understood by others. I am sure that this doesn't make much sense to you, but you have come so far in life, and you are ahead of your peers in many ways. Sometimes you will find that someone may not understand you simply because you have surpassed their level of comprehension. You are fairly guaranteed to lose friends because they just don't get your behavior, however it's just that you are ahead, and they may understand that when they reach that level a few years down the road. Maturity brings wisdom and understanding where once there was none. She may understand, she may not. All you can do is be truthful, and hope that when she reaches that level of understanding, there will also be forgiveness. I love you, and need I say again that you are a fantastic poet???
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