Hmm.. does she or doesnt she?

"What are you thinking?" she asked, but how was I supposed to tell her what I was thinking when I didn't even know myself? "Hmm" came the usual reply. Most of the time, that grunted reply meant I was thinking about something and I didnt know how to explain it. And I suppose today is no exception. I guess a small part of me was wondering how she could care for me. Did she actually love me or is she one of those people who have too big of a heart and loves everybody? Somebody like me? I guess I'm one of those people who wear my heart on my sleeve for everybody to see. Most often than not it gets me into trouble. But I'm hoping that I'm not another somebody who gets a generic "I love you" I hate those the worst. If they dont mean it and they tell me, it kinda makes me think I'm not good enough to have somebody REALLY love me. hmm.. I know I tend to overthink sometimes but I dont really want to take that chance and invest in something that may or may not go well.